So much for not letting things get to me. Last night was the worst! I didn't get any sleep. I heard every little sound and crash and shake. Of course it was thundering and lightening which added to my anxiety. Slept with a gun clutched in my hand. (That's how much I don't trust this man, How much I am afraid he will follow through on his threats.) This is good to keep a daily account of what is going on in my head since he has been out.
Got up made the love if my life breakfast and went back to bed and slept like a log. Felt much safer with him home. He really has been good to me and spoils me rotten!!! Ha Ha! He has been by my side and stayed there! He is a real man!!!!!!!!!! Well I am going to clean for a bit then go and pay this phone bill I forgot to pay. Then I am going to work out. Today, tomorrow and Sunday I will run like wild fire to get some more of this weight off. That seems to be helping.
Until then........
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