He is being released

Well as of tomorrow, 07/24/07, Jeff is being released from prison. We will see what he has planned. I would really hope he would leave me alone and let me live my life and he live his. However, I fear that I have absolutely no confidence in him doing the right thing. We shall see. I fear that he will keep his promise to kidnap me, torture me and burn me alive. Who knows how or when. He always promised to burn me alive. He also told me if any of his people were arrested he would blame it on me and he would have to kill me to save face. All these emotions and memories are resurfacing and I am a little unsettled. I still have to go on with my life. I know that I have to take measures to protect myself. I had him served with a PPO while he was still in prison and I will now carry my gun with me everywhere I go. I have a CCW and will do what ever I have to, to protect my self and my family from this deranged man.

Get this....he told the parole board it was all a misunderstanding. I was like wa.. wa.. wa.. what!!!!! Wait a minute, there was no misunderstanding. There was no misunderstanding when he showed up at my door that morning three years ago and there was no mistake what his intentions where if I would of opened up that door to him. I had him served with a PPO for a reason and he blatantly violated it. He must of thought I didn't mean it. That was his fault. I bet he will still try to find me. I changed my home and my car. I hope to God I have done enough to change. He is in Detroit right now at a detention facility on Ryan. That is not far from me as I write this. I wonder where he is being released to. I want to be one step ahead of him in case something happens.

I am doing the right thing by protecting and defending myself. More women should do this for themselves. It is liberating. It has a satisfying euphoria all its own. I hope that anyone who is reading this will find my personal story useful.

I used to be ashamed of what happened to me. I was a police officer. This is not supposed to happen to police officers. Because of my poor choice in dating and living with him I lost my job and many friends. I lost my self worth and confidence. I lost the respect of some of my family and peers. Most of all I put my son through hell due to my selfish decision making. Thank God for my mother and sister and Melissa!!!! They helped save me and bring my son up when I fell. He is a good man, I am so very proud of him. That is my baby, the reason I get up every morning and breath. He has some issues stemming from the DV but he will find his way!

Well I will try to keep up with these posts and keep it up to date and informed of what is happening. I am sending my sister this link so she can sign in, in case something happens to me. I want her to publish this and show others. Maybe it will help save someone in the future.

Heh....I just thought of something....I should right the State of Michigan and tell them my story. It is insulting that this man is being released and it is his 5th felony. Michigan is a three strikes and your out state, so a 4th felony is reason to put you in prison for a life term.