Thursday, December 15, 2005

Phew!!!!!

Well I did get a PPO and filled it out. I have to find time next week to take it down to court and have it signed by the judge. I will get it done. It is important.

I just found out today that my son is alergic to everything. I should of taken him to an allergist years ago. I was not the most attentive mother. He really suffered because of my own selfishness. I wish I could turn back the hands of time and do it all over again. The young man is allergic to all dairy products, trees, pollen, molds, dust, animals ect..... He has to take a allergy shot each week for the next five years. At the end of the five years he could be allergy and asthma free. My sister took him to the doctor. Something I should of done years ago. It is difficult to come to terms with my inability to raise my son properly. I have to take responsibility for my own mistakes. I was in no way perfect and I skipped out on some of the big things because it was an inconvience to me. I put my own life first instead of his. That was and is unacceptable. I feel so much sorrow for him and guilt. I can only apologize and turn it around and be the best mother I can be now.

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