Ok I just got back from doing a run/walk. Ran one mile and walked the other. My feet hurt...must be the shoes. Anyway, I am feeling ok today. My boyfriend and I got into a tiff, but that is all. Since I have been layed off I have done absolutely nothing. I have been so lazy. It is the first time in four years I had any time off from a job. For the past four years I have worked at least two jobs if not three. I go back to work Monday. They called me back. Yeah!!!!! Gotta get my act together.
I have been blessed. Life has been good to me. It is all in the decisions I make for my self. I feel...(my own opinion) that if I am honest and make honest decisions life goes much smoother. Even if a rock is thrown in the road. I just have to take a deep breath and take a few minutes to reflect then move on. I have always had a problem with my impulses and immeadiate self gratification. It helps to do some reflecting.
I re-contacted Jeff's parole officer. We played phone tag. She has yet to call me back. Unfortunately officers get cold hearted and judge people and categorize them in the same pile of violent, manipulating criminals they deal with day in an day out with out knowing them. I am afraid she may be that type. We will see. If she does not call me by tomorrow I will call the head guy and talk to him.
People if you have any problem whatsoever, keep diligent. Some of these workers are so busy they just as soon blow you off and go about their business then to do what is right. I have found that I have to keep calling and asking questions and getting information. Unfortunately, they can't protect me, only I can protect me. If all I have is the information and my wits then so be it. I'll be damned if they ignore me. I'm going to get the information I need to help secure my self. That goes for anyone in any situation. Your life is your own. No one is going to live it for you. No one is going to save you. You have to do it for yourself. Their are people out their that will support you in everything you do and give you the tools to work with. At the end of the day it is up to you what you will do with those tools and how you will use them.
Enough of that. On a good note my flowers that I planted are still alive and that is a miracle in its own.
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