Ya know 7 months have gone by since I blogged last and I have to say I still fear that he will come for me. I thought I saw him a couple of weeks ago driving past my street about 2 blocks away. Better that I see him first and can turn the other way and run then not to see him at all!!! Most times I wake up at 230 or 300 in the morning still. I still take medication to fall asleep. I wonder when this post traumatic stress will pass. That is a good thing to discuss with my counselor. Anyway...I have definitely decided to go back to school and get my Probation/Parole degree. I really want to be involved in that part of law enforcement now. There are so many things that I want to do and need to work harder towards.
It has been since 2003 folks. 2003 since the physical, mental, emotional and sexual abuse. It is still affecting me to this day. It still affects my son. It is a work in progress that needs more time to heal. We will see what happens.
